I was originally going to write about something else... but its been a while since I have felt such crappy in a long while today so I would just like to reflect on that a little.
I don't know how but I have this special ability to let negative stuff bounce off of me rather easier and I get happy again easily. Exceptions are things that keep coming back to haunt me, for example - me being in London and not being able to fix anything bad that is happening in Hong Kong.
(there is a lot of "I" in this entry)
I sometimes (i guess) over criticize myself too much for being in London while everything I really love is in HK. It's just a crappy feeling to have something bad going on back home and not be able to do anything about it.
I will drink myself to death tonight and when I wake, its a brand new day!
...oh for fxxk sake...
9 years ago